Need to go to hell. I've had a constant migraine for the past week or so, to the point where I can't even focus in school. Went to the doctor yesterday and she can't seem to figure out the cause of it, but gave me Treximet to try and stop them, and so far it hasn't been working too well. I got sent home early today because I was in so much pain during class. Going to probably try...
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And here it goes again... Depression hits like an earthquake...Vicious and with no warning. It's a repeat of what I tried to run away from. Losing the ones I love, failing in school, and having nothing in my life to make the mood any better. I try as hard as possible to not go back to the past....To not go back to how I coped with my issues. The razors call out my name... They try to...
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So,it's been a few months since I've last written this kind of stuff... My mind wanders as I lay in my bed These thoughts are reoccurring and just won't leave And just when I think I'm safe in dream world, he's there He's caused me so much pain in my life, yet I can't stay away He's one of the greatest friends to me, but I want him out of my life Our friendship has been...
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All the voting shit is getting too far. I'm not "mad" or "upset" at the Britney fans doing this. It's just obnoxious. i'm going to continue to vote, obviously. I'm gonna be on twitter if you want to talk to me. But this voting shit is going way too far. I stated my case and how I felt in one of the forums a few minutes ago, and I'm going to let that be my last words on this site...
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From childhood to adulthood he suffered things some people only read about. But he always found the light when he was in the dark. He went from homeless on the street to a good home for his family, But he doesn't let the money he has get to him. He gives to those who were one like him, spreading awareness of the homeless, whether they're homeless because of actions they did or because...
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So since my little break down a few weeks back, my life has gone back on track... It's actually better than before...minus the fact of not seeing Papa Roach on nov. 12 :[ But to make it up, my mom bought $140 worth of merch... Cost of what the tickets would have been :] My 16th birthday is on Friday, and my friend's getting so annoyed at me. In my school, at the school store you can...
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1)Dude doesnt care that I like him 2)Paranormal Activity is playing around me 3)My friends and I's relationships are getting back to normal 4)I'm getting a PR hoodie, PR t-shirt, a bag w. music notes on it, and another shirt from Hot Topic for my birthday since I can't go to the PR concert....and all I really asked for was the hoodie OR the pr tshirt... WIN! :D
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So, the guy I like FINALLY figured it outt! I was sitting next to him at lunch and talking to my friend and was talking about how I fall for not so good looking guys. He looks at me and goes, "HEY!" Me:...what? Him:...I figured who you like out Me:...oh.........uh...SORRY! :] And it's really not awkward at all, and he doesn't care. That is always the plus of falling for...
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Nothing is going right still. I'm fighting with friends/losing them. The friends I do have I apparently annoy the shit out of. The guy I like is stupid as hell Him:do you think im afraid of rejection? me:eh kinda, why him:julio gave me this whole philosophy about it me:who are u afraid to be rejected by? him:no one me:u dont like anyone? him:no me:u lying to me? ...
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