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• April 27, 2009

  I Shouldn't hope for something that's not going to change.

  posted by Sammy_Louise_

  Why do i subject myself to being accepted by my mother and father?
  
  i know they'd never change but for some reason i keep thinking they'd be happy with something i've done. but no i knew they wouldn't. but i just had to go and see if they'd changed for a second. but No i have to get fucked up because of them. why?.
  
  i'm keeping strong i'm not gonna do it. i promised i wouldn't - believe me it's fucking hard when you get knocked down like that. They'll never change, i've got to stop fighting for them to change.
  
  -either way after three days of painting my butterfly, i'm kinda happy with the outcome, i'm not a born artist, i only pass Art GSCE because of my photography work, not my drawing. but i took the time out to try something again, and it looks okay-ish.
  
  The idea to paint this butterfly is because of my upcoming gi in oxford - to see PR + Buckcherry my friend and i wanted to make something for the bands, so i'm going to make banners for them - so i thought i'd paint the butterfly on paper first before i go onto fabric.
  
  The butterfly is from the album cover for Buckcherry's latest album - Black Butterfly