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A writing attempt
People who know me a little longer, know that I used to write a lot of lyrics & poems & stuff. I haven’t really written anything in ages. This is just a minor attempt at putting my feelings down. Or rather getting rid of them.
I feel quite stressed at the moment. There’s just too much going on and too much on my mind.
This (what the poem or song attempt is about) is one of the things I have to deal with. I have to learn to let go. It’s not easy because he really meant a lot to me. I know however, it is time to move on. Now.
I want to be free from you
I want to be free from you
I want to rid my thoughts of you
I want to cast you out of my heart
I want to stop the wishing
You’re just an illusion
That’s all you ever were
Lies and false promises
Were all you ever made
Illusive hopes are what
You planted in my brain
Now
I’m longing for something
I can never get
My soul
Is yearning for someone
I will never find
And at the same time
I can’t appreciate what I have
I can’t love the one I should
Because he’s living in the shadow of a perfect dream
I know it is unfair
He doesn’t make promises he can’t keep
He doesn’t try to lead me on
I know I can trust him
Still I miss it
I miss the promises
I miss even the lies
-Because believing them is so sweet
…still I miss… you
I need to be free from you
I need to rid my thoughts of you
I need to cast you out of my heart
I need to stop the wishing
I know no one will ever break my heart like you did
Because I know I will never love anyone as much as I loved you
Comments
On Jun 02, Maygemini83 said:
Great Poem, a lot of what you are saying mirrors a lot of what I have been going through for the last 7 months.
On May 19, Recklezz said:
danke süße *kiss*
On May 18, *JadeTheOnlyOne777* said:
awesome like always!!!
great work hun!!!
*hug*
On May 03, emo_pudding_bamf!!! said:
Damn, thats really good.
Message me, cuz i have somethin 2 tell u... and i have a question about this :)
On May 02, joeythemetalhead said:
Wow that's awesome!
On May 01, IlonaSonne said:
that could be a great song!!
I'm amazed!
you're talented and these simple words are the way you speak,you feel!
On May 01, chica.cucaracha said:
you are so good, really..!!
are there two subjects on here..?
1 - the one just broke your heart
2 - the one you should've loved but you couldn't..?
anyways, i can only say this :
somebody falls in love, somebody breaks a heart..
that's just love, sometimes it cures, sometimes poisons the heart..
maybe, i don't know..
but you are good with words, cool..!!
On Apr 30, vern93 said:
thats really good....excactly how i feel too. aww *hugs*
On Apr 30, retarded_dinosaur said:
wow,,that was deep
(n really good)
On Apr 29, SB2ID said:
Sniff......sniff. :' (