I know I've not blogged for real in AGES...
no new dreams...
nothing interesting happening....
And... yeah.
I pretty much abandoned PapaRoach.com for a while because I got preoccupied with other things.
I got a Facebook to keep connected with friends I've not seen (or won't see) for the longest time. (So please folks, I know you love me, just please don't add me on Facebook. I want to keep it to my IRL friends. No offense to you, of course.)
I also joined Tokio Hotel fan forums (please don't bitch me out because I like Tokio Hotel. If you don't like TH, please, save the internet space and not say anything at all. I love them to death, so just let it be.) and gotten obsessed with the new Tokio Hotel release (and just TH in general) right now. I'm pretty sure it'll fade, it happens all the time with other bands I like. But I'll still love Tokio Hotel.
And I'm just... I don't know. I'm trying to make it for myself in life right now. I'm envisioning the future how I want it. Trying to become famous for something that I love to do. I want to do artwork for bands that I love. I just... want to do something artistically driven for something that I am passionate about.
Make up.
Drawing.
Journalism.
Promotion.
SOMETHING... that says, "I like to do this... and I couldn't be happier."
And speaking of my artwork, I have to say I was quite surprised this morning when I logged on. Two people wanted my art.
Steph- wanted to do an art trade off, and my friend xxCobyDickLickaxx wanted a drawing of herself. It's always nice to know that people appreciate your talent and will go to you if they need/want an extension of that.
So, if you ever want a picture drawn by me, just go ahead and ask. :3
And to finish this blog off, I was driven to (good happy) tears this morning.
I'm a fan of a girl named Michelle Phan on YouTube, who does make up tutorials. I was drawn to liking her videos from watching her Lady GaGa Poker Face tutorial.
Today, I saw in my subscriptions box that her Sailor Moon tutorial (the one I was SO waiting for this month, because I love Sailor Moon) was up. I watched it with total happiness. And then she made a little message to fans at the end of the video.
You can see for yourself why it made me cry:
I highly suggest that you watch the entire video, because Michelle is a really talented artist. :3
Okay, close blog time!
-Lovely_XxXxX



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im pretty good and urself?
Hee hee I know. :3 THanks.
about tokio hotel.. you are alowed to like what you like dont let anyone tell you otherwise... i still like the backstreet boys... you want to start with that loL! dont be ashamed or anything
and you will find out what you want to be when the time is right and it will hit you :)