I feel like a whole new Jade. I just feel so.. Vitalized after Wednesday! I no longer feel depressed!!! I feel like the pain and the suffering of getting my roses (not really suffering in the conventional sense but hey...) has cured me like therapy. I feel like how I felt before I got kicked down a very, very dark hole. I feel like all the shit that's gone on in my life has burnt away I'm even having trouble remembering it!!!
I've noticed that the more happiness I project, the more happiness and love I attract from people. It's like, my friends want to be around me now I'm myself again. New people are taking an interest in getting to know me. I guess the energy surrounding me isn't negative anymore. I just feel alive!
There's only one way to really know if I'm cured though is if I think about it before I go to sleep... That's how I know if I'm happy or not.... I really do feel like this time i've broke the habit.
The black on my LP logo has started scabbing first. I don't want my roses to scab. They're so beautiful to me... I know they're not even finished... But I just want them looking their best... I understand it's gotta heal but... yeah don't scab tattoo, please!
haha I'm so bonkers :D x
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thats great....and thats a great song as well =D
aww, im happy for you hunni(:
nice to hear your feeling a hell of a lot better n happier now :)
with some luck this good spell you've found is going to last years
Just remember, "I am not different except in the ways I am."
oh yes! i agree with Mannie!!!! -^_^- great to hear!!! *hugs*
im glad you are feeling alive again that is awesome... the tattoo therapy i get... i feel like that after mine too,.,,, but this is your day!!! :)