We walk in darkness We fight in the darkness A silent war Below the world They have hunted many ov us They have killed many ov us We darker creatures Hold our own This war is useless This war is false They cannot win against us And yet they continue to fight We don't need this war We dont' need any ov this We want to live peacefully No more death ...
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We stand together Us children ov darkness Shunned by the world We are forever alone We are drawn by the same needs The need to be loved The need to be in the light But those needs mean nothing They watch us And hate us We have died at their hands Many fucking times We are tired ov their bullshit It's time to get even We group in the darkest places ...
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I walk through darkness Looking for the light Always alone, forever in pain No one there to hear my cries I walk and I see you Your eyes an amazing sight Your arms a great relief You have given me light In my darkness we walk together Holding hands, never letting go Your hand forever there You promise never to leave me For once I am whole No longer alone...
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When life no longer bears meaning What do we have left? I am left nothing But sorrow and regret I saw hope in your eyes I felt the warmth ov your arms Your soft caring lips on mine Now there is nothing No hope, Nor pain I am numb and heartless My last hope was you And you never saw that We hid what we had done We hid the passion The excited feelings ...
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This past month fucking sucks! My friend and my great grandfather die and whats next?! I find my dads doing METH! What the fuck is his problem?! He fucking starts it and thenk proceeds to threaten the life ov my best friend and I can't do a goddamn thing cos I'm off probation on the 20th. And to add to that we're getting kicked out on the 25th. We're gonna end up homeless become his dumbass!...
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I'm sure you all know. But on December 28th The Rev passed on into the afterlife. I expect that you will remember and respect his memory as I have. He was an amazing drummer and above that he was an amazing friend. Godspeed Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan. From the bottom ov my heart I love you. May you find peace in the afterlife.
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My sweetest friend I see your beautiful face Your radiant smile Your amazing blue eyes You're nothing Short ov amazing You had my whole heart Until you broke it I wish we weren't friends I wish that I had never loved you The pain you have caused me Is unbearable Why can't I walk away? So many questions... And no answers Why do I love you? I ask...
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Behemoth is coming to Hawthorne in January! Oh my god I think I'm gonna faint. Okay yes I am a huge fucking fangirl! I swear their bassist Orion is absolutly gorgous! I think I'm in love! Just kidding.... But still... You should seriously check them out! They are the shit.... They're heavier than Papa Roach but still really fucking amazing! Though if you have a weak heart and are not metal,...
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I'd rather live a thousand lives And die a thousand deaths Than live without you I see your face In the light ov the full moon I see you reach out to me I reach for you But this is just a dream My heart breaks From the pain I feel inside You were never here You never will be I walk alone in pain I need undying grace To let you go without Hurting...
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Once more I'll say good bye to you Things happen But we don't really know why If it's supposed to be like this Why do most of us ignore The chance to miss Oh yeah Torn apart at the seams Of my dreams turn to tears I'm not feeling this situation Run away try find that Safe place you can't hide It's the best place to be when You're me, me yeah All...
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