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i havent posted anything much in a while...i havent even been on here that much. ive been busy with school and trying to be social xD
i switched into an ap class 2 weeks after school started so ive been playing catchup and keep up. had to read the awakening in a week to have a chance at passing the essay....and now we are reading frankenstein and im also reading a book called beautiful boy which is about this guy whos son is a meth addict. its really good. so ive kinda forsaken the internet for reading and being social :D
the other day my guitar teacher was out so i was chosen/volunteered to lead the class .___. well, lets just say no one knows what rhythym is so it was just a mess, as usual. and my friend's new saying is "what is everyone tuned to? drop ass?"
in other news, this kid who i stopped talking to roughly a year and a half ago is back and i started talking to him again but now hes back at the same school and is gonna end up with the same people again and i just dont want the inevitable to happen so im pretty stressed about that.
saturdays are usually spent playing laser tag. fridays are spent with whoever wants to hang. this past friday, me and my friends avi and amber went for a walk near some old abandoned insane asylum. we didnt go up to it but we ended up at some bridge. it was nice. and we all agree on the fact that two of our friends need to end their "relationship". ive also finally got some decent work done on my website, which i need to finish up in hopes of getting a job doing this photographers website. i also think that im gonna go to college and get involved in paleontology :D but fuck college applications and essays and all that. when im straightforward with people, i sound like an ass. let alone i hate writing about myself (hence my lack of blogging) so its just a big mess. plus art schools are relatively out of the question this year cuz i need a portfolio and 2 pieces are not enough to be a portfolio so...yay sucking at life.
lastly, for my birthday, i get to see papa roach :D well, 6 days later...but close enough. and my mom will hopefully be getting me vip as a present. so im pretty stoked for that.
and finally, wednesday is senior skip day! so i think im going to hopefully go see the toy story double feature dealy :D
and with that, im off to read and enjoy this awesomely cold weather.
i hope everyone else is doing well and staying swine flu free.