my spelling sucks but that is in no refrence to my intelagence so don't even try to out do me many have tried and now they burn hoplessly by the road but anywhoo my passion is music i can't breath without it and umong the most played in my playlist is papa roach they are beyand an amazing creation well of corse you allready knew that though didn't you but i have recently found a new and deeper (wich i didn't think was possable) love and respect when i saw them live and i can't wait to do it again there is something about the live shows that awaken the primal instinks withen us and no matter how f up or past, presnet, or future may be for thouse few preciouse hours we are free
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dude what the hell is up with people making a big deal out of nothing i don't get it ok the story gose i was hanging with some freinds the other day right we go to a store and we run into some other friends well me and one of my friends roommates start talking right yada yada yada long story short he askes me out im like hay guy has enough balls to ask me out might as well anywhoo its going...
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ford is a female breathing air and taking up spac from poplar bluff Mo. She has been on the planet since 1990, making her 19 years old. She has been a Papa Roach member for 12 months.
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that is awesome that they cared enough to do that !! yeah ive stayed up longer than this before its just annoying me more cause i have a cold and its going to last ten times longer cause because my body has had no time to rest... haha i guess there aint no rest for the wicked... and money dont grow on trees... can you tell i like that song.. if you dont know what it is its by cage the elephant...
haha did i tell you how he has a tendency to steal my sleep hes usually the one who stays up and me sleep but occasionally we switch where i stay up and he sleeps like a baby....
wow i guess i really cant help but talk about him! then again i guess i deserve some slack considering the lack there of sleep!
yeah his phone kinda sucks lol! i wish i could sleep now tho cause i have been up almost 4 days now with very little sleep that is why i say that cause ive had like a total of 4 hours in 4 days im insane right now! the scissors thing wow haha! yeah i wasnt aloud to do anything as a child i was very strange lol i dont think that made much of a difference cause im still not aloud to do anything lol! he fell asleep on the phone im so jealous cause i wish i could sleep!
you are very right!!! things are ok for the time being although i havent slept in days im a little exhausted and guess what im on the phone!! YAY and he was all like im sorry i didnt come out before my phone never rang... but you should have come knock on the door... awww sorry ive been on the phone for a while now and like i said havent slept in days!!! and yeah i totally get the whole cup half full lol!
that is so great i am glad that things are working out for you!!! it means that there is always light at the end of the tunnel!!! that is funny about shaddix lol oh i get it
yeah i have arthritis in my wrist cause i broke it so many times... and will probably have it in my knee its starting but its not bad... leg problems suck amongst alot of things... yeah its sad when you have to put an animal down when i was little our dog had to be put down and i loved that dog it protected me from everything but then it bit the mail mans "junk" so to speak so he had to be put down!!! it killed me! to have to deal with that! haha that kinda sucks about the cut but as long as it looks cool loL! hope it heals well! my day was kinda crappy had to deal with shit that i didnt want to deal with ! havent slept in days not sure why so im bloody exhausted and was supposed to see my friend he was all like your coming over ill give you something to help you sleep.... i was like no! its not dirrty dont get the wrong idea.. and hes like well talk about your feelings so you dont go insane... im like no i dont want to talk about feelings... so i go to his house to pick him up and he took to long so i left! cause hes being a dick today lol not really i just didnt feel like being out but i guess he has that control over me and then me and my other friend got into a fight today .. i got so pissed off she was being such a dick today and im like im dealing with a lot you dont have to be a bitch! argh its probly cause im over tired and bitchy as hell lol how was yours?
that is awesome lol i have had moments like that! omg you need to take a picture of the dog that is such a cute name i would have probly named it the same thing that is great! thats kinda strange that you asked about my leg lol! cause its been bothering me a fuckload lately and i had to postpone my dr appointment in case i end up going to see my sick grandma... but my legs been a bitch! lol this is gonna sound so strange but with all that is going on in my life all i wanna do is sit in his arms and tell me that everything is going to be ok.. is that selfish?? i dont know there is so much and i cant deal with it all!
yeah it made sense.. hes been so strange lately ! i wonder if hes sleeping.. ok well lets get back on track loL ! i wanna think we are perfect for eachother when something happens hes the first person i wanna tell and i have never felt like that before! he s so dorky but yeah he was mean today! not really i just like to pretend all i had to say was that i missed him and he would have come out and i knew that was all i had to say but i didnt and then he stayed home what a jerk off! lol so how was your day!
im totally scared this time for the weird awkwardness cause were going on a few days! and its been great! and i dont want it to stop! but i know it will and maybe in jinxing it or something but you dont understand how happy i am i usually complain about guitar during my lessons today i rocked it and he was like whats the deal you havent bitched yet im like i dont have much to complain about! thinking about it gives me the butterflies lol! like it could work you know but it wont type thing cause were "friends" everyones annoyed at it they just want us together already!! which would be nice but theres something stopping it! i love being with him face to face hes so much more dorky! then on the phone and i mean were on the phone for hours!!! were up to 5 hours the other day and that was after i had just dropped him off at home! so im scared !! and happy and AAHHH loL!
omg i have a playlist too!!! with songs that remind me of him and i can remeber listening to it with him! haha !! wow were the same again im in shock i thought i was strange having a play list !
haha thank you! i love jokes like that!!! its weird cause when im there his mom is really happy about it to! but his mom is awesome! thank you for being happy i know you understand how great of a feeling it is ... i just dont want it to end.. it been so great lately and i know it wil... omg did i tell you how i drove him and his friend around and when i dropped them off they both tried to get to stay and party and i didnt want to so i left but before i left his friend was all like thank you and tried to hug me but i was in the drivers side so he gave me a back rub which i thought was strange and so m friend goes to hug me and im like hmm thinking he never hugs me in front of that guy i wonder!! haha ! and his friend was all like he wants to kiss you!! but not while im here! he really does so kiss her kiss her im like my mind must be playing games on me !!! !lol i swear he would have done it too but i was like just go have fun call me if you get bored later! i was blushing and shaking and it was fucking hilarious but it never happened !! im so sorry if this is making you jealous!! im more jealous of you cause you get to stay up talk to him in person you know! but i have to be on the phone! phone annoys me lol!