my spelling sucks but that is in no refrence to my intelagence so don't even try to out do me many have tried and now they burn hoplessly by the road but anywhoo my passion is music i can't breath without it and umong the most played in my playlist is papa roach they are beyand an amazing creation well of corse you allready knew that though didn't you but i have recently found a new and deeper (wich i didn't think was possable) love and respect when i saw them live and i can't wait to do it again there is something about the live shows that awaken the primal instinks withen us and no matter how f up or past, presnet, or future may be for thouse few preciouse hours we are free



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Hey how are you doing? hows work? what are you up to? i hope you are ok! :)
haha i know the feeling!
i know that you would always check if you could dont worry i totally understand... but amongst all the working be sure to get some rest and relaxation! ;p
ive been kinda down and out and rethinking everything what i am and what i want! so im sorry if i sound kinda strange! my friends making me insane and my other friend pulled me aside the other day and told me being like this is not healthy and me being angry at him cause hes a jack off! hes been really mean to me! just to see how far he can push my buttons! and its been really depressing for me! and i cant handle these things and im sick and tired and oh so stressed... im sorry for ranting about it! i hope that you had a better weekend then i did! :)
haha that sounds like fun i want moments like that!!!! so how have you been?
i have nothing new going on except me and my friend are being really strange and there is some kinda funky tension between us like he was telling me all about endevours so i was like ill tell you mine and he was alll ewww why no that didnt happen as if i cant do anything grr! haha and then hes like ill pay part of your phone bill cause i always call you and hey hes like it can be like phone sex with out the umm phone sex part i started laughing my ass off and we keep having dorky alone strange moments to the point where we cant look at eachother! moments like these make me contemplate things haha! good times tho!
lol that sounds like fun i wanna film drunk people i really do! haha
i hate when that happens when you get alot of sleep and then no sleep at all for days it sucks! haha how was your weekend???
you lucky bastard haha i wish i could sleep! atleast 4 hours!! 13 i think is unattainable!!! GRR gives you angry glare!
thats good! :P well i have to go and study now! which im not sure why im not sleeping lol seeing as its 130 AM here! :( boo i suck at this whole actually having to do things regularly! but i will talk to you soon lol! i missed talking to ya! :)
haha! must be torcher haha! well as long as he gets the humor in all of that!