Sitting in the Georgetown U. Med Center surgery waiting room. My future wife on the table having a partial lobectomy of her left lung. Although the surgion is highly regaurded it is a nerve racking experience. there is a private consultation room here and as i was registering i heard a woman sobbing as she was given bad news. only can hope and pray ( a big thing since i am in no way religious) that i will not have to have a "consultation". At least her parents are here so we can draw strength from one another. I know in my heart that she will be OK but the skeptic in me will not shut the fuck up! so again i offer my life for hers and believe in the professionals who hold her precious life in their well practiced hands.

















Shes totally in my prayers tonight.
i hope shes ok. that totally sucks to have to go through that.