Of all the BS that we go thro in life, honestly, When is there No hope???? What I mean by this is when do we lay down and die. Is there a time, place, or situation that calls for defeat? I dunno, I guess there is so much that I want to do b4 I call it a day. My older brother is kinda waiting to die and he hasnt even been diagnosed (spelling error, lol) w/ cancer. I think that it is being assumed, but there is no set in stone yet. It hurts our Mom, and I can see it in her face. And it also bothers me cause he is only 37. I am scared, but there is nothing I can do except live my life.

















I'm sorry to hear your brother is not doing so well. I am sure that there is nothing i can say that would make any difference in how you are feeling today. But I will burn a candle for the 2 of you tonight. And I wish you all the strength and all the love you need to struggle through this.
Keep the faith girl!